Enlightment

So it's over. He's with someone else and you know her. And you just can't get any lower. You sit in the dark alone and won't answer your phone. Well i'm sorry i won't attend your pity party. I'd rather go have calamari and maybe a drink. And yes i think you should come with me. Life is long, there will be pain but life goes on. With everyday a brand new song. But if you'd rather stay at home, let me do you a favor. I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry. And i'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry.If that's what you want alright. I'm a lover in the pain of a heart from another, can be difficult to recover. But difficult isn't impossible. And you shiver, he was your warmth and your lips quiver. Well honey go on and cry me a river. But your tears won't bring him back, i know you wish that it did. But it just don't work like that. I know that healing takes time, even your heart has a pace. But how much time are you gonna take? Too much would be a mistake. (So you can cry - Neyo)

Re - Post

From Talitha's blog

"Girls are like apples. The best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree..."

Rating : *****

Fasting Month

Welcome Ramadhan, our sacred month to do fasting

Unfortunately on this sacred month i still have to do exams 3 weeks long. And i gotta pray more so my mom got a good new job after resigning. By the way Good Luck Saman Al Azhar Pejaten ! They are now in China as representative from Indonesia. My activities in this Fasting Month are Exam - Dhuha praying - Amaliah Ramadhan - Zhuhur praying then went home. I am soo tired. So, me and my friends just playing games on our phone and gossiping while the teachers aren't watching.

Anyway there are new tweets in Twitter about Malaysia claiming Tari Pendet, Wayang, Batik even Rafflesia - gigantic flower as theirs. I don't like the idea of them to use Indonesian culture for their tourism advertising. But thanks for them because we gain our nasionalism a lot after what they've done :)

That's all for now, i have to go nap until Maghrib hahaha bye

Independence Day Chaos

Long time no see people ! I've been busy these days after 1st graders orientation, 2nd grader high school thingy, etc. Anyway, i know it's a bit too late for sharing stories about independence day but it's still August after all so i guess it's okay.

+ my class lost to 1st grader in Tarik Tambang
+ but we won in Girls Mini - Soccer as 2nd place (yeay!)
+ i'm not used too be called 'kak' by the juniors, but i enjoyed it
+ i'm not doing Paskibra anymore but i still skipping classes with them
+ my class won best supporter because we made XI IPA 1 flag and Girls Mini-Soccer uniform
+ i don't go konvoi because my mom said so

and.. fyi i am now using glasses

i don't like wearing glasses it is like wearing maximizer lenses on both of my eyes. anyway i think i need a new phone, my phone keypad start to ajojing when my eyes are not on them

XI IPA 1

Finally got into XI IPA. My new classmates are Sella, Keke, Lovey, Bani, Eja, Danar, Arni, Fanny, Michael, Aqif, Vito, Taris, Icut, Ludia, Adis, Yaya, Fakhri, Naufal, Akmal, Caesar, Fariz, Putri, Nopita, Alfian. Fyi, Alpen is now moving class. So, we don't have any particular class. Quite confusing but it's a bit fun. My bag is so heavy as hell carrying bunch of science book. And until now we got no locker.

What i love the most from new school year is the time for MOS or student orientation. A suggestion for you whom OSIS or student council member, don't yell too much or you won't get any love letters from newbies. I love the part when they try so hard to get my signature. I can make fun of them, and i surely can't get enough. And as the 11th graders i can eat in canteen and went everywhere except sitting in the lobby stairs -- because it's 12th grader's. I'm really looking forward to LDK for student council newbies, it will be so much fun.

Anyway there's one situation in XI IPA 1 when Religion teacher don't come to class and we have 3 hours empty. Our chores has done and me, Sella, Keke, Aqif, Lovey, Vito, Fakhri, Danar, Bani are playing UNO cards. We had so much fun until suddenly Mr. Dwi come and saw we playing. He's been spying on us from the beginning of the game. So he took the UNO cards which he called Remi (there's a huge difference between Remi and Uno as we know) and my heart was beating so fast. He take a look on the card and suspect us to do something with gambling and porn just because there's animated Princess Ariel - Mermaid picture drawn on the cards. I laughed until i cried like depressed, literally. My classmates are on my side, they keep asking the teacher to forgive me. The teacher asked me who is it belong to, and i said it is actually my sister's. I thought i wouldn't have it back and my friends are planning to buy a new card for me. Fortunately Mr. Dwi was kind and give it back to me. But it is not worth for the shame i and my friends got. Later it's become 1st joke on XI IPA 1.

Birthday Wishlist

Big Golden Bangles

Statement Necklace

Hoop Earrings

Nikon D2X

LG Renoir KC910

I know my birthday still in 7 August, but to prepare the present is not too soon right? If you want to give me a present you can choose between 5 items above which i love the most and i guarantee i will use it, keep it, adore it and i will always love you ♥

Jakarta Today: The City of Rock n' Roll?

Keliatan gak? Ini print screenan gue dari application Rock Legends! dari Facebook. Salah satu tour band dari game ini ada yang baru yaitu ke Jakarta. Jakarta adalah kota pertama di Asia yang bisa didatangi di Rock Legends! setelah levelnya sudah cukup tinggi. Keren gak tuh :)

once again, inspired

I want a little something more, don't want the middle or the one before. I want a love that will last. Say that you love me, say i'm the one. Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run. I don't do drama, my tears don't fall fast. I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past. Try to leave behind all the pictures in my mind. It's easy to forgive but not that easy to forget. I gave him far too much, so i hope he realizes what he just lost.

An Escape with Karra

After today's stressful exam we went to Pejaten Village. At first i don't know know where to go i just want an escape out of school. Karra and me went there by taking angkot 42 and then we met kecapi fruitseller and crying babies thats so noisy. Then we're dropped in front of Mamink Daeng Tata Resto then we take a looong walk until Strada School we also met angkot with funny sounds until everyone there laughed. We were just like backpacker, it's funny how things could be when we walk and passed by new faces, strangers. It's ordinary but we could feel alive more of life than using car. By using car we obviously don't care about what happen around us, we will be self-centered. And then we use angkot 36 to Penvil. In Penvil at first we went to Body Shop, then we went to some shop called Branded Shoe Sale. Inside it we found Steve Madden's, Nine West's cute tho, i think it's imported left-overs shoe. Definitely not fake one. Then Karra found this chunky high heels from Steve Madden. Look, we're still wearing our uniform duh.

Then we went to Matahari -.- and Karra trying few tester of green nailpolish.




Which color do you think ah-dorable?

Then we chit chat with one of SPG there about healthiness of our faces. She gives us tips to not using too much vitamin C and don't eat oily dishes for the clarity of our faces. We're still young and there's plenty of time to have a healthy skin and healthy body. Then we went to J.CO i bought J.Cool with peach, orange and strawberry topping and then Karra and her driver drove me home :)

Web Cam with Taris

today i'm doing web cam chat with Taris, she's testing her new web camera 1 mp, which she buy from internet. i've seen it from our file sharing and i think it's cute :)

Dengarkan Curhatku

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
- Bagaikan Langit (re-aransemen) - Potret

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- Single - Ne Yo

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- The Fear - Lily Allen

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Untouched - The Veronicas

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Welcome to Hollywood - Beyonce

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine - Michael Buble ft. Laura Pausini

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Young Folks - Peter Bjorn and John

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Blame it - Jamie Foxx ft. T-Pain

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Seven Days in Sunny June - Jamiroquai

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
- Green Light - John Legend ft Andre

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTFRIEND?
- Guarantee - Flo Rida ft. Akon

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Nolita Fairytale - Vanessa Carlton

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Sensual Seduction - Snoop Dogg

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Baby It's You - Jojo

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Status Palsu - Vidi Aldiano

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Cruisin' - Sioen

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Labels or Love - Fergie

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- A Dance 'Round the Memory Tree - Oren Lavie

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Love Foolosophy - Jamiroquai

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
- Love, Sex, Magic - Ciara ft. Justin Timberlake

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Wikked Lil' Grrrls - Esthero

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Dengarkan Curhatku - Vierra

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ini serius, jangan ketawa

jadi ceritanya dulu adik gue mau bikin novel, dia nanya ke gue ada ide cerita ga? terus gue bilang ada, lalu gue tulis di selembar kertas. entah waktu itu gue lagi stres apa gimana, beginilah isi ceritanya

"Jadi ada cewek cantik dia punya hidup sempurna, dia kaya, dia primadona sekolah, punya cowok yang udah jadi tunangannya, punya sahabat yang setia sama dia, dan keluarganya sayang sama dia tapi cewek itu malah mati semua orang bersedih dan berusaha mencari penyebabnya... hingga di pemakaman datanglah seorang waria. Waria tersebut menjelaskan semuanya bahwa cewek itu adalah anak kandungnya dan cewek itu juga bukan cewek."

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Words of the day

"Life is about perception"

There's no right or wrong

ugly or pretty

truth or lie

God, i wish it was me

ECLIPSE

CHAPTER 20 : COMPROMISE
PAGE 460

Day Trip

I went to TMII at May 12th at 11.30 am with Nabila, Husen, Don and Daniel. Just to get a stamp and a signature for the fact that we want there. I really regret about taking ride with Daniel. Fyi, we have to wait him for 1 hour and a half not include he's taking a bath. When i came to his house he's still playing PS or whatever the name it is. And we can't do anything because we're holding on him. Oh my god i wished i had a car on my own and i will never depending on him, ever, again. He's really a waste of time and when we got to TMII. He don't even bother to visiting around the museum. In fact he was just sending his car to home and then escape with his friend. Thanks a lot to Husen who answer me and Nabila's call so we can run to the parking lot and we get the ride. And then as he wish we went to Tamini Square until we have to leave Taris, Iyan and Keke. He doesn't even care. Just to get a ride, me and Husen have to leave Nabila in Tamini to meet Taris, Iyan and Keke. And we only get a ride to Pasar Minggu. And me and Husen has to take a cab again to get to my house. Now i know a fact that too bad Daniel is so overwhelming selfish.

At 6 pm i went to Citos with my aunt and uncle and my sister to buy shoes. I get this purple ankle heels and a super comfy sandal and this purple leather jacket -- look below. And my sis get a brown ankle heels, a little white dress and a purple shoes. After that we ate dinner in Thai Express i had a tom yam with glass noodles, my sister had the pineapple rice, my aunt and uncle had mango salad, pandan chicken, green beans.

great movies, really

I watched this movie in Pejaten Village XXI with Keke, Dendy EP, and Sawny. This movie is really good. Especially the special effect. I'm not the type of person who easily scream in the theater but this movie makes me trying as hard as i can to not scream

I watched this movie in Cilandak 21 with my sister and her sorry--annoying friends. When the scene Jimmy Logan with Kayla talking about Kuekuetsheu, my sister's friends just like eww-eww ing all over her sit. And me-who unfortunately by her side just shaking my head and wished some mutant take her and throw her out of building, literally. Enough about her, about the movie itself i like the suspense of the story and how bad Jimmy Logan's past until he forgot Kayla.



I also watched GG Season 2 on DVD, i'm really surprised when Bart Bass died. And i think i had a crush on vanderbilt family. I loovee to see the gentlemen side of Chuck Bass. I really love the style of Jenny Humphrey and the truth about not being the Queen Bee but you can do even more to the world.

T A R I S, the queen of the drama queens

Taris adalah temen gue yang sangat konyol di Sepuluh Empat, kekonyolannya dari mulai menjadi ilmuwan dengan mengosokan penggaris ke rambut gue, menjadi bundo marya*, kepergok nyontek berkali kali (tapi nggak kapok) sampai akhirnya gue dipindahkan ke depan, paling ahli berkata kata lebay bersama Galuh dan paling jago niruin ekspresi muka orang lain, dari mulai muka jutek, muka ngincer duit sampai muka terpesona kepada Iyan. Taris juga suka niruin gaya pacaran anak jaman sekarang bersama Keke yang membuat gue tertawa terpingkal-pingkal sampai kehabisan napas -- nggak deng lebay. Pokoknya tiga kata buat lo ris,

"Two Thumbs Up!"

* karena ada unsur SARA jadi namanya disamarkan

EDU CAMP 2009

Jumat, 1 Mei 2009
Dateng telat sampe di panggung edu camp baru jam 3 padahal acaranya mulai jam 2. Terus dibagi 4 kelompok ada kelompok gue Rhodophyta, Navy, Hijau Daun sama Absurd. Kelompok Rhodophyta isinya adalah gue, Zoel, Tari, Akram, Fahma, Olin, Nurul, Fikri, Amos, Ardian, Komeng, Diki, sama satu anak sumpah lupa gue namanya. Terus kita main games dulu uji kekompakan. Abis itu baru kita ngediriin tenda masuk masukin kasur, bantal dll. Selesai beres beres baru deh kita mandi. Pas mau mandi ngantri , yaudah untuk penghilang kebosanan gue, Fahma, Tari sok sok ngikutin video klip Vierra gitu yang Dengarkan Curhatku. Astaga sumpah jadi diliatin orang orang. Abis itu baru beresin tas segala macem. Nah kemudian kita dipanggil disuruh makan malem.

Abis makan malem kita disuruh ngambil senter lalu melakukan Treasure Hunt. Kelompok gue mecahin kodenya paling terakhir, selama perjalanan kita harus ngerjain soal dan mecahin kode tempat selanjutnya. Nah pertama tama kita ke kandang singa laut dulu sumpah ya gelap banget jalanan gelanggang samudra lampunya dimatiin semua gitu. Di deket singa laut kita harus bisik bisik terus mecahin kode ternyata kita disuruh ke akuarium air laut. Di akuarium air laut dicari cari ternyata ada di belakang tong sampah disitu sumpah pengap. Dari situ kita disuruh ke fantasea dolphin. Di fantasea dolphin lamaa banget nyari nyarinya ternyata itu disembunyiin di balik kursi ditemuin deh sama Zoel. Dari sana ternyata kita disuruh ke akuarium air tawar. Disana itu sumpah lebih pengap dan gelap banget. Dari sana kita disuruh ke kolam kuda nil. Pas nungguin Amos dkk ngerjain soal, gue, Fikri, Tari, Nurul, Akram duduk di dindingnya kolam kuda nil. Pas kita lagi asik bercanda canda ngakak eh tiba tiba kuda nilnya bunyi. Sumpah ya itu kayak suara singa ngamuk, spontan gue langsung ngejerit aaaaa. Langsung deh semuanya nengok kaget ama suara gue hauhau.

Dari sana kita disuruh kebawah patung 3 lumba lumba dengan tulisan Sea Castle dibawahnya, clue selanjutnya kita disuruh ke bawah tulisan Sea Castle dibawah pintu masuk. Nah dari sini kita disuruh jalan 40 langkah ke arah patung onta, agak lama disina gara gara kita disuruh gali pasir buat dapet clue selanjutnya. Nah ternyata cluenya ada dalem plastik makanya kita ga ngeh. Clue selanjutnya kita disuruh nyari wahana yang awalnya buatan wright bersaudara. Dengan pedenya gue tereak SINEMA 4 DIMENSI! emang dasar guenya yang napsu kesana. Eh terus si Amos bilang eh bukan itumah pesawat terbang -- z emang gue bego. Langsung deh kita ke wahana pesawat terbang. Dan fyi kita dari awal ga pernah jalan, dari satu wahana ke wahana lain kita lari lari tunggang langgang.

Di wahana pesawat terbang kita sampe nyari nyari dibawah pesawat eh padahal ada di tiang pintu masuk. Isi cluenya adalah potongan puzzle eh terus kakaknya bilang, wah kalo sekarang udah nemuin puzzlenya berarti bisa bisa kalian yang pertama. Ayo sekarang cepetan lari ke panggung edu camp! Wah histeris dong kita langsung deh kita semua lari tunggang langgang ke panggung educamp. Ternyata bener! kita yang pertama aaaaaa menang! padahal kita berangkat paling terakhir.. eh tapi papan jalannya ketinggalan di fantasea dolphin langsung deh Zoel sama Amos lari ngibrit balik lagi kesana. Untung kita tetep menang hehe. Selesai dari panggung edu camp kita ngobrol ngobrol dulu bentar, latihan buat performance terus satu satu balik ke tenda dan kita tukeran nomer hp sambil piknik malem malem. Sumpah seru banget duduknya di rumput tengah malem itu padahal. Nah pas Amos pamit buat tidur langsung deh semuanya bubaran ikutan tidur.

Sabtu, 2 Mei 2009
Tapi gue tetep gabisa tidur sampe jam 2 pagi digigitin nyamuk masih kebangun bangun juga sampe akhirnya jam 4. Abis semuanya sholat shubuh baru deh kita disuruh ngumpul jam 5 di panggung edu camp. Tapi si kakak kakak ini ngaret, akhirnya dengan negosiasi ketua-ketua kelompok edu camp, mereka pada meragain hewan hewan yang di gelanggang samudra -- gapenting. Nah abis itu kita performance, kelompok Navy bikin kuis (dimenangin Rhodophyta) sama akrobat gitu, kelompok Absurd ngikutin hipnotis the master gitu, kelompok Rhodophyta nyanyi selamat pagi nya ran pake hp nya Olin ckck. Abis itu kita disuruh bikin lingkaran besar semuanya dan saling peganga tangan sambil nyanyi Sebuah Kisah Klasik nya Sheila on 7 hadiah dari tim Arum Jeram. Terus kita memutar saling salam salaman. Baru deh kita balik kumpul sama sekolah masing masing di Pentas Lumba Lumba. Alpen datengnya telat yaudah deh gasempet nampilin yell yell. Supporter Alpen yang dateng ada Fadhil, Fadhil Kebab, Aqif, Zaki, Valdi, Alfian, Vito, Jovi sama kelas XI sama bu Yeni Abis itu gue ke akuarium air laut dan akuarium air tawar bareng sama Realita, Bayu, sama Hafizh buat ngisi LKS. Tapi gue malah nyontek jawabannya Bayu semua ckck -.-

Baru abis itu makan siang, sholat dzuhur dan balik ke panggung edu camp. Mau ada pembagian piala juara lomba essay dan juara ngisi LKS. Gue hampir ketiduran dengerin sambutannya yang hampir 2 jam sendiri. Akhirnya pas pengumuman pemenang lomba essay juara 3 SMA PSKD 4 sama juara 2 SMA 13 Tangerang gue baru setengah bangun. Eh pas pengumuman juara 1 MCnya ngasih namanya setengah setengah "SMA (jeda) ISLAM (jeda) Al Azhar (jeda) 2! Ade' (hah emang alpen ada yang namanya ade?) Aghnia Dima Rochmawati kepada pemenang silahkan naik ke atas panggung." OMFG buset kaget banget gue mana pas naik keatas panggung gue gapake jilbab, masih nyelempangin tas ransel dan bawa buku bonus dari gelanggang samudra -.- Penampilan gue saat itu bener bener OMG banget. Mana pas dirjen DKPnya nyuruh salaman sambil bawa piala gue bengong ga ngerti ckck. Nah pas acaranya bubaran, mama dateng deeh mama seneng banget, terus supporter Alpen pada nyelametin gue semua. Abis dari situ gue ngambil hadiah treasure hunt yang semalem dulu di rumah pintar sama Rhodophyta. Terus pulang deh bareng Realita sama Rizki makan dulu di Seaside Suki.

no, he is an asshole

THE FORMULA

D + M + Bangles + Periods = End of Everything

well yes, he was an ass hole

After 3 weeks of Cold War

he texted me:

"Dim, im sorry for being an ass hole,lets be friend again ok"

and one day later i reply that i forgive him

I don't hold grudges to anyone

If they apologize, i'll forgive them soon enough

Let's just see will his attitude reflects his words

Just wait and see

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom and everything is wrong

Once upon a time I believe it was a Thursday

When I caught your eye, we caught onto something

I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye

And show me you loved me, were you just kidding?

Cause it seems to me this thing is breaking down

We almost never speak, i don't feel welcome anymore

Baby what happened, please tell me

Cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door

And I stare, at the phone he still, hasn't called

And you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all

And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way to honest?

Did you run and hide like a scared little boy?

I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute

Now I'm not so sure, so here's to everything

Coming down to nothing. Here's to silence

That cuts me to the core, Where is this going?

Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

And I stare, at the phone he still, hasn't called

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Did you mean it baby?I don't think so back up, baby back up

Did you forget everything? back up, baby back up

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, and everything is wrong

RANDOM

YOUR BOYISH SIDE:
[ ] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You love to play on an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hot wheel cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You love to play on a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be/are obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch/used to watch sports on TV
[x] Thriller movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to high school football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] You talk with food in you mouth .
[ ] Wear boxers
[ ] Cuts on my hands
[ ] Sleep with your socks on at night
Now add up the number
Total: 6
Now multiply by 5 to get percentage
30%

YOUR GIRLY SIDE:
[x] You wear lip gloss (at times)
[x] You love to shop.
[ ] You love to wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[x] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics.
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and do your make-up
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You LOVE romantic movies.
[x] Used to play with dolls as a little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the enjoyment
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored
Total: 19
Now multiply by 5 to get percentage
95% * yes, feminine style is in

QUESTION OF THE MONTH

HOW TO MAKE-UP WITH EX BEST FRIEND

1. Pretend like nothing happened - Keke
2. Talk to him directly - Visca

1 -> this is the fastest and simplest way to us to be just as bestfriend again, but i'm not sure i can do this because he already cause me a really bad bad heartache. i'm really a hypocrite to pretend as if there's no betrayal like i'm the left-overs then how i badly cried and he still don't care.

2 -> this is a really direct way so i can tell him what i want us to be, and what should we do about it, maybe we could even discuss it so all the questions can be answered and the situation can be all-normal again. but the last time i tried, i couldn't even see his eyes it was like there's a hole in my chest.

SCHOOL LIFE

CURRENT STATE OF UNION

IN

Detention
feminine style
Partners in Crime
marriage

OUT

Rewards
so called boyish style
BFFs
crush (ed)

DIET AND FASHION TRIP

SWIMMING ----------------------> CHECK

EAT GOOD FOOD ----------------> CHECK

WATCH GOOD MOVIE-----------> CHECK

PHOTO SHOOT--------------------> CHECK

REAL TIME WITH FAMILY -----> CHECK

Long Days

Tanggal 4 April 2009 kemaren gue ikut OSN Biologi di SMA 82 bareng kak Amy, kak Salwa sama bu Yeni berangkat jam 7 dari Alpen naik taksi. Kita ruangannya dipisah pisah. Soal-nya ada 100 gapake LJK sih jadi disilang silang gitu. Materinya pelajaran kelas 11 dan 12 jadi gue agak bingung. Kita pulang naik busway (gue pertama kali looh) dari halte Alpus transit di Dukuh Atas terus turun di Warung Jati udah gitu gue sampe rumah sekitar jam 12 siang. Setelah itu adek gue mau pergi ke PIM ada acara ultah temennya jadi gue sama nyokap nganter dia dulu ke rumah temennya abis itu kita ke Plaza Kalibata beli kado buat temennya si adek. Abis itu gue diajak nyokap i'tikaf di Masjid Sunda Kelapa buat gue tobat sampe besok paginya baru pulang. Siangnya tanggal 5 April 2009 Chitra (sodara gue) dateng kita makan Bakmi GM dan bb ing ngobrol gajelas segala macem dan we're planning to have a Diet and Fashion Trip at April 10th - 12th 2009 in Hotel Borobudur. Ouh can't wait! xoxo

The Great Escape

Okay let's spill some dirt in this blog. This is my biggest mistake ever and change almost everything. School life, Family life, even my L life. It started out a week ago, Tuesday, 3/24/2009. We are planning to ditching school. It's all been set and we're going to Citos. Everything was working perfectly until i found out my mom going to my school on that day. My mom finds out and got really MAD. She said from tomorrow i'm not going to school anymore. My uniforms and my books are all packed.

Yes, i'm dying that day and fyi i'm not having fun at Citos when i found out M go after us. On that time i was really pissed. I risked my future to get closer to him by doing this escape and then that M just go and met him without any extra-work like moi. And then after we are all got caught out--let's say it's all because of me, he's really over me and then hitting up that M.

And on Saturday i got my report card from school and my score are all below the standards. Luckily my mom got over it quickly so we are cool now. And as the punishment from the school, we have to write hundreds of sentences that saying "I declare i'm guilty of ditching school and fooling teachers and parents". And we also have to make a speech in front of all students after Zhuhur prayings. All of my friends also get punishment from their parents and they are blaming me. One after one forgive me and then get over it but this H still really pissed and didn't want to talk to me. He keeps calling me Backstabber. So i'm just saying ;

H, i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to backstabbing anyone. I didn't want everything ended up like this, I'm so sorry it's all beyond my ability.

And mom, i'm sorry.. i'll never do this again, ever.
I love you mom.

I really don't want to have any enemy on my life. That's why i keep trying to do good things no matter what other people say. And i'm really grateful for my real friends who keep supporting me on my back.
Love you friends :)

There are no ugly women, only lazy ones

I am currently reading..

I borrow it from my lovelyyy friend, Karra. And i can say that this is my new 'bible'. This book is like an encyclopedia for fashion newbies. It is really useful for whom who arrested by the fashion police without knowing what mistake that she already done. It contains descriptions of 100 fashion items not to mention Blackberry and Stilettos. Love it

M O V I E W E E K

The Clique

Cheetah Girls

Wild Child

Narnia: Prince Caspian

- 4 film dalam seminggu karena stress habis mid test -

song i'm singing all around

Gue lagi suka nyanyiin lagunya Vierra yang judulnya Dengarkan Curhatku. Enak sih lagunya mana yang main pianonya Kevin Aprilio hueheh

Dengarkan curhatku
Tentang dirinya
Betapa anehnya
Tingkah lakunya

Jujurlah padaku
Jujurlah padaku
Kau menyimpan rasa
Kau menyimpan rasa cinta
Nyatakan padaku
Nyatakan padaku
Perasaan itu
Perasaan itu cinta

Dengarkan curhatku
Tentang dirinya
Betapa manisnya
Senyum bibirnya

Jujurlah padaku
Jujurlah padaku
Kau menyimpan rasa
Kau menyimpan rasa cinta
Nyatakan padaku
Nyatakan padaku
Perasaan itu
Perasaan itu cinta

Dengarkan curhatku

Jujurlah padaku
Jujurlah padaku
Kau menyimpan rasa
Kau menyimpan rasa cinta
Nyatakan padaku
Nyatakan padaku
Perasaan itu
Perasaan itu cinta

Dengarkan curhatku
Tentang dirinya…

song played in my mind

We Ride
Rihanna

[Chorus:]
Ride when we ride we ride
It's 'til the day that we die
When we ride we ride
It's 'til the day that we die

[Verse 1]
It's real late
'Bout a quarter to 1
Thinking about everything
We become
And I hate it
I thought we could make it
But I'm ready to jet this
Just wanna forget about it
I saw her pictures
And the letters she sent
You had me thinking
You were out we your friends
I'm so foolish
Play me like I'm stupid
'Cause I thought it was just you and I (oh)

[Hook:]
Now I look back on the time
That we spent and
I see it in my mind
Playing over and over again
'Cause boy right now
You got me breaking down
And I just can't figure out why
But this is what you say

[Chorus x2]

[Verse 2]
Visions in my mind
Of the day that we met
You showed me things
That I'll never forget
Took me swimming
In the ocean
You had my head up in the clouds
Made me feel like I'm floating (yeah)
You think I'm playing
When you know it's the truth
Nobody else can do it
Quite like I do
All my kisses
And my loving
But ain't nobody
Better than us

[Hook]

[Chorus x2]

[Verse 3]
I guess it's over
Indefinitely
But you and I know
It's not that easy
To let go
Of everything (everything) that we planned
And start all over again
Just blame yourself cause you blew it
I won't forget how you do it
Sweet baby
This is where the game ends now
Somehow wanna believe you and me
We can figure it out

[Chorus]

You finna make me say boy
I wish that you come hold me
When I'm lonely
When I need someone to talk to
You would phone me
Just like everything you told me
(when we ride we ride it's 'til the day that we die)
Boy you forgot about the promises
You made me
And now we'll let the memories
Just fade away
But I remember
What you used to say
(when we ride we ride it's 'til the day that we die)

[Chorus x2]

We ride

a quick re-cap

13 February 2009
i got a ride home from my earlier-crush-guy

16-20 February 2009
we spent so many times together to practice until the debate competition and a ride home included

26 February 2009
i introduce him to my alin and via when presenting Alpen to Tugasku jhs

27 February 2009
we're doing a day out of school to Ratu Plaza, PIM 1,2 and watched Pink Panther 2 together and i got a ride home (again)

07 March 2009
i went to Trixa reunion and he called

09 March 2009
he pick me up, i play in his house and he gives me a ride home in the middle of the rain

11 March 2009
he gives another girl a ride and he can't stop smiling because of it

13 March 2009 (Today)
yes, i'm dying

Semester 2

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa yang ditunggu tunggu hasil rapot.. ternyata gue Ranking 1 aaaaaa seneng :) alhasil mama jadi sayaaaaaang banget sama gue dan gue bangga bangeet eh eh dan kelas gue nambah 1 orang cowok namanya Hari dia dari Krida Nusantara. begitulah semester 2 dan gue kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen banget sama candy soalnya ga ketemu 14 hari bayangin dong 14 hari gimana gue gak kangen aaaaa dan sekarang gue pindah tempat duduk jadi di samping Nabila :)

Liburan Tahun Baru

sumpah pas liburan itu gue males banget masa hari ketiga disuruh jaga pendaftaran alpen openhouse di sekolah. gue jaganya barengan sama karra, meryl sama intan gila bukannya jaga pendaftaran kita malah foto foto di ruang guru lah di perpustakaan lah buset kurang kerjaan sambil nunggu mobilnya meryl.. abis itu meryl dateng kita langsung ke monas eh intan gamau ikut yaudah dia di turunin di haji samali.. gila supirnya meryl pake nyasar lagi akhirnya kita sampe monas jam 3 an padahal berangkat jam 1 abis itu kita foto foto disana maen maen baru deh pas maghrib pulang..

dan abis itu hari hari liburan dilanjutkan dengan nonton di setiabudi one yaitu

Madagascar 2

bedtime stories (screenshot)

sama twilight (another poster, gue gasuka sama poster yang satu lagi soalnya) di citos

dann pas malem taun baru gw habiskan dengan nonton Da Vinci Code di tv ckckck -.-