The Great Escape

Okay let's spill some dirt in this blog. This is my biggest mistake ever and change almost everything. School life, Family life, even my L life. It started out a week ago, Tuesday, 3/24/2009. We are planning to ditching school. It's all been set and we're going to Citos. Everything was working perfectly until i found out my mom going to my school on that day. My mom finds out and got really MAD. She said from tomorrow i'm not going to school anymore. My uniforms and my books are all packed.

Yes, i'm dying that day and fyi i'm not having fun at Citos when i found out M go after us. On that time i was really pissed. I risked my future to get closer to him by doing this escape and then that M just go and met him without any extra-work like moi. And then after we are all got caught out--let's say it's all because of me, he's really over me and then hitting up that M.

And on Saturday i got my report card from school and my score are all below the standards. Luckily my mom got over it quickly so we are cool now. And as the punishment from the school, we have to write hundreds of sentences that saying "I declare i'm guilty of ditching school and fooling teachers and parents". And we also have to make a speech in front of all students after Zhuhur prayings. All of my friends also get punishment from their parents and they are blaming me. One after one forgive me and then get over it but this H still really pissed and didn't want to talk to me. He keeps calling me Backstabber. So i'm just saying ;

H, i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to backstabbing anyone. I didn't want everything ended up like this, I'm so sorry it's all beyond my ability.

And mom, i'm sorry.. i'll never do this again, ever.
I love you mom.

I really don't want to have any enemy on my life. That's why i keep trying to do good things no matter what other people say. And i'm really grateful for my real friends who keep supporting me on my back.
Love you friends :)