The Great Escape

Okay let's spill some dirt in this blog. This is my biggest mistake ever and change almost everything. School life, Family life, even my L life. It started out a week ago, Tuesday, 3/24/2009. We are planning to ditching school. It's all been set and we're going to Citos. Everything was working perfectly until i found out my mom going to my school on that day. My mom finds out and got really MAD. She said from tomorrow i'm not going to school anymore. My uniforms and my books are all packed.

Yes, i'm dying that day and fyi i'm not having fun at Citos when i found out M go after us. On that time i was really pissed. I risked my future to get closer to him by doing this escape and then that M just go and met him without any extra-work like moi. And then after we are all got caught out--let's say it's all because of me, he's really over me and then hitting up that M.

And on Saturday i got my report card from school and my score are all below the standards. Luckily my mom got over it quickly so we are cool now. And as the punishment from the school, we have to write hundreds of sentences that saying "I declare i'm guilty of ditching school and fooling teachers and parents". And we also have to make a speech in front of all students after Zhuhur prayings. All of my friends also get punishment from their parents and they are blaming me. One after one forgive me and then get over it but this H still really pissed and didn't want to talk to me. He keeps calling me Backstabber. So i'm just saying ;

H, i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to backstabbing anyone. I didn't want everything ended up like this, I'm so sorry it's all beyond my ability.

And mom, i'm sorry.. i'll never do this again, ever.
I love you mom.

I really don't want to have any enemy on my life. That's why i keep trying to do good things no matter what other people say. And i'm really grateful for my real friends who keep supporting me on my back.
Love you friends :)

There are no ugly women, only lazy ones

I am currently reading..

I borrow it from my lovelyyy friend, Karra. And i can say that this is my new 'bible'. This book is like an encyclopedia for fashion newbies. It is really useful for whom who arrested by the fashion police without knowing what mistake that she already done. It contains descriptions of 100 fashion items not to mention Blackberry and Stilettos. Love it

M O V I E W E E K

The Clique

Cheetah Girls

Wild Child

Narnia: Prince Caspian

- 4 film dalam seminggu karena stress habis mid test -

song i'm singing all around

Gue lagi suka nyanyiin lagunya Vierra yang judulnya Dengarkan Curhatku. Enak sih lagunya mana yang main pianonya Kevin Aprilio hueheh

Dengarkan curhatku
Tentang dirinya
Betapa anehnya
Tingkah lakunya

Jujurlah padaku
Jujurlah padaku
Kau menyimpan rasa
Kau menyimpan rasa cinta
Nyatakan padaku
Nyatakan padaku
Perasaan itu
Perasaan itu cinta

Dengarkan curhatku
Tentang dirinya
Betapa manisnya
Senyum bibirnya

Jujurlah padaku
Jujurlah padaku
Kau menyimpan rasa
Kau menyimpan rasa cinta
Nyatakan padaku
Nyatakan padaku
Perasaan itu
Perasaan itu cinta

Dengarkan curhatku

Jujurlah padaku
Jujurlah padaku
Kau menyimpan rasa
Kau menyimpan rasa cinta
Nyatakan padaku
Nyatakan padaku
Perasaan itu
Perasaan itu cinta

Dengarkan curhatku
Tentang dirinya…

song played in my mind

We Ride
Rihanna

[Chorus:]
Ride when we ride we ride
It's 'til the day that we die
When we ride we ride
It's 'til the day that we die

[Verse 1]
It's real late
'Bout a quarter to 1
Thinking about everything
We become
And I hate it
I thought we could make it
But I'm ready to jet this
Just wanna forget about it
I saw her pictures
And the letters she sent
You had me thinking
You were out we your friends
I'm so foolish
Play me like I'm stupid
'Cause I thought it was just you and I (oh)

[Hook:]
Now I look back on the time
That we spent and
I see it in my mind
Playing over and over again
'Cause boy right now
You got me breaking down
And I just can't figure out why
But this is what you say

[Chorus x2]

[Verse 2]
Visions in my mind
Of the day that we met
You showed me things
That I'll never forget
Took me swimming
In the ocean
You had my head up in the clouds
Made me feel like I'm floating (yeah)
You think I'm playing
When you know it's the truth
Nobody else can do it
Quite like I do
All my kisses
And my loving
But ain't nobody
Better than us

[Hook]

[Chorus x2]

[Verse 3]
I guess it's over
Indefinitely
But you and I know
It's not that easy
To let go
Of everything (everything) that we planned
And start all over again
Just blame yourself cause you blew it
I won't forget how you do it
Sweet baby
This is where the game ends now
Somehow wanna believe you and me
We can figure it out

[Chorus]

You finna make me say boy
I wish that you come hold me
When I'm lonely
When I need someone to talk to
You would phone me
Just like everything you told me
(when we ride we ride it's 'til the day that we die)
Boy you forgot about the promises
You made me
And now we'll let the memories
Just fade away
But I remember
What you used to say
(when we ride we ride it's 'til the day that we die)

[Chorus x2]

We ride

a quick re-cap

13 February 2009
i got a ride home from my earlier-crush-guy

16-20 February 2009
we spent so many times together to practice until the debate competition and a ride home included

26 February 2009
i introduce him to my alin and via when presenting Alpen to Tugasku jhs

27 February 2009
we're doing a day out of school to Ratu Plaza, PIM 1,2 and watched Pink Panther 2 together and i got a ride home (again)

07 March 2009
i went to Trixa reunion and he called

09 March 2009
he pick me up, i play in his house and he gives me a ride home in the middle of the rain

11 March 2009
he gives another girl a ride and he can't stop smiling because of it

13 March 2009 (Today)
yes, i'm dying

Semester 2

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa yang ditunggu tunggu hasil rapot.. ternyata gue Ranking 1 aaaaaa seneng :) alhasil mama jadi sayaaaaaang banget sama gue dan gue bangga bangeet eh eh dan kelas gue nambah 1 orang cowok namanya Hari dia dari Krida Nusantara. begitulah semester 2 dan gue kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen banget sama candy soalnya ga ketemu 14 hari bayangin dong 14 hari gimana gue gak kangen aaaaa dan sekarang gue pindah tempat duduk jadi di samping Nabila :)